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This website doesn't really accept our language so I'll be writing in English. Russian too sometimes if possible.
I think you're the greatest gift God has ever bestowed upon me. I feel like I'm not ever sinking around you. It's
pure bliss. I feel like I'm flying. If anything I feel everything in every direction at once. You make me feel
whole. You've made life feel like it had purpose again. I never feel sad around you. I never told you this but
my thoughts are very vapid. They're very freeform and liquid. It's like clusters of words that come and go in
waves. The waves of thought that I have around you never ever had a word like "leave", "enough", "ubiquitous",
"strange", "get out". That's what I usually think when I'm outside. Around you the world feels so soft. So
flexible and light. Around you the world feels like sun refracting through sheets. It's warm and embracing.
I want to feel like that with you forever. I love you, Eduardo.
a boy I really like told me to write from the heart
and I didn't know what that meant
because I never knew I had one
I never knew I had a heart
until you said you loved a girl I hadn't met
then I knew I had a heart
for I thought it might stop beating.
when I realised my heart might stop beating
I knew it had always been there.
But it didn't know how to feel until it thought about losing you.
After that it was just bliss.
Our cards were given at birth; an eighteen-carat run of good luck
We've met before we met
I want to be sure of that
I know it's true for a fact:
Our souls were cosmically intertwined
So that we never leave eachother behind
So that I'll be with you forever.
We'll always be together
I'll be with you forevermore
Until the sun gives out its last dawn
But it won't
That's the fun of it.
Ever with thee I wish to roam;
Dearest my life is thine.
Utterly strange the way I see it:
An everlasting flame of ubiquitous designs
Rapidly ceasing and starting over at the
Dawn of new days and nights.
Of whichever greatness we might like.
For I find myself tormented by your thought
Every time I wake up until I lay to rest. A
Raging burst of feelings take over.
Roaming beyond the weak fabric of consciousness.
Every time you're around it hurts more.
I love you so much it aches.
Ruthless and feral and dire and cold
A warm embrace around my shoulders.
Just the two of us remain in the
Upper astral plane
Be calm and steady so that then you'll see:
Ever peaceful and blissful we'll be.
BEKIMAN-JUBE PHARMACEUTICALS
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